I saw I was in a dark tunnel. On each side of it, there were doors. When I looked through them the impression of light and flashing colour was overwhelming and terrifying. So I stayed in the corridor, but (whether I walked down it, or back, or stayed still) it got darker and more constrained. I knew I had to go through a door, but it terrified me.
That was three years ago, on the Hoffman Process, which provides a sequence of crises and catharsis, and a number of ways to access ones own subconscious mind. So, I performed an exercise to hear my subconscious, and that was what it said to me.
Now, I feel I am through one of the doors, outside the tunnel. The colour and light remains overwhelming and painful, and so I lie curled up with my hands over my eyes, for as much darkness as I can gain; but I am outside, lying on the grass, not crushed in the darkness. And reality- myself, my feelings, other people, the World- though still overwhelming, are not so terrifying, so seemingly inimical.
I take this one step at a time. I am making progress. Everything is all right.
YAY! Hooray! Is it a bit like the man who stays chained inside a cave, and when told he can go outside into bright sunlight is fearful of the colours? I applaud you, and all your progress. Have a few hugs! ((((((((XX))))))))
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That is precisely it.
The light is strong, but it is better than the tunnel.
(((((((hugs back)))))))
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Also sending hugs, Clare. Just takes a little while for your eyes to adjust.
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This really spoke to me, Clare. Last year I wrote a series about some visions and channeling I did about coming through a tunnel into the light: http://buildingthebridge.wordpress.com/2012/05/01/an-abrupt-turn-part-1/ Spirit spoke to me through your post about where I am on my journey. Thanks for sharing.
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Welcome, LeeAllen. It is lovely to have you here. So striking to pass through a physical tunnel after your vision of a tunnel. And yes, the image works on so many levels.
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